to a new beginning

life's full of gives and takes. i guess, i just gave on something today and got something back in good amount too. and i know its not going to turn out like how ive planned it but i hope this is the path that was meant for me by Him, the almighty :) yes, so ive moved back to bangi to live with my family and 45 mins away from izzat. though i will always miss him. in fact(!), i miss him already. he left 2 hours ago after i got him to stay abit longer to hang out with me abit here in bangi. now that he is not around, its lonely i guess. maybe im too used to him clinging around me. we're just too attached together and we find it hard to be apart.

so today, i went to college to do my clearance. and finally realize that, gosh, im no longer a student anymore. when i waited for my number to come up, was having quite a bit of staring contest with the clearance form! and it just hit me. i am no longer a student anymore! and i know this is the moment that ive been waiting for my whole college years. but some how, i miss all the staying up late 2 nights straight finishing up assignments, studying for exams, going to classes early in the morning. oh, and its a normal faze for an ex-student to have this mutual feelings. right?

tomorrow! i am going to open up a new chapter of my life. where i am finally going to the real world. exposing to the actual graphic industries. i am a graphic designer now. its exciting, though i am already feeling like im carrying a massive yet heavy duty for a 20 year old, its quite big i guess? im scared. should i be? i hope life will treat me good this time.

news just got in

HAYLEY WILLIAM IS IN PINK. and she looks good as ever :') i may have googled her abit, and it looks like her hair has been quite an inspiration to her fans. i mean, there is a facebook account dedicated to her amazing hair! funny as it looks, she does have nice hair :) now that she has pulled off some great amazing hair stunts, it is quite inspiring to me to have my hair in pink too! (lol) is that really possible? i can never pull that off can i? HAHA. anyway, as much as i want to have my hair dyed in pink like hayley williams, my hair now is currently black and can never go back in any kind of colour for a while lol. everyone knows that when you've dyed your hair black, and you suddenly want to dye it into nicer, lighter, or blonder (should i say?) way, it can never be done. the colour wont go in, and you can never have that blond you want. trust me, i have seen some cases. so in this case, i guess i have to wait a while till the black out grown from my hair. and i mean, that is going to take A LOT of 'while's lol. but....i guess black does suit me good. thanks to izzat

here's my evidence to:
hayley's hair dedication facebook

moving on, i have just finished my gossip girl season 1 marathon. and i love episode 17 when gorgina sparks (Michael Trachtenberg) was busted from all of the black mailing she has done! and when blair busted her to her parents. uuuh, what a great feeling watching her face stumbles! lol one thing that ive learned, even how bitchy you get its always the parents that we're scared of.



:)

addict

hi, my name is ana and i am a food addict. i have a list of currents craving and i am scared to list it down or even think of it actually. but anyway, i feel empty. maybe food cravings is one of my way to cover up my emptiness.

on the other hand, it is 25th nov 2010. also the amount of 23 months me and him has been together. no matter how awesome or hard the days have gone by and no matter how bad we got into a fight, even when i say i hate him for 193756183725 of times, even when i complain all the time when i say he never understood me, but somehow, sometimes(!) he does, and he always try to do something to make it up to me. no matter how hard i tried to stay away from him, he's the only one i want to be with. he's always going to be my izzatand my part time best friend forever. well, i guess im" lucky to be inlove with my best friend" is what colbie caillat and jason marz would say on their 'lucky' duet :) i love you mohd nasrol izzat. and hoping to see more of us in coming months! i never get tired of us :')

this guy's mine <3>

i am not a child anymore

the title explains it all. i dont mean to be rude and exactly the tanggang, but i am doing what i am doing for good reasons. i am not trying to be away with you guys as i love you guys alot! more than you'll ever know. i am here and not there to isolate myself for a while to live independently and teach myself how to earn my cash and live a grown up life. im not 5 anymore, i can take care of myself. it is not like im never going to see you guys ever again, i am only 45 mins away from home. no one understands. friends are not the reason. i love you guys

MEOW town

so i flew to kuching,sarawak on the 18th november! and it was my second flight alone! got quite lonely and boring while i was in the flight actually but when i arrived he was there infront of the arrival exit waiting for me. it felt nice to see someone i love waiting on the other side. kuching trip turned out pretty cool, exclude the fact that the road was 90% bumpy hihi.NOT KIDDING. so i had a nice 4 days 3 nights with family of my dearest boyfriend. and insyallah, if god's willing i would love to come back :) took some amazing pictures though it wasnt as many like the langkawi's pictures due to time limits at kuching.

DAY ONE

i arrived kuching around 3pm, glad that i landed safely because i had a rough flight. flew on a bad weather day. when i arrived izzat's home, chatted a little with izzat's mum and help her around for BBQ night preparations. so basically my first day there, we had BBQ and got to meet eda my ex-roomate back when she was still studying here in shah alam and some izzat's close friends. after BBQ night, izzat took me an hour-or-so tour around kuching.

DAY TWO

day two we went around kuching and bought some nice souvenirs. got to see kuching's DUN building and see the famous boat or palembang in actual term. also, i had some nice rojak and the famous swee kang's ABC. it was delicious! after driving through kuching's town and some nice rojak, auntie took me for manicure and pedicure. it was my first manicure and pedicure and i actually liked it

DAY THREE

on the third day, they took me to cultural village but we only got to stay there around an hour or less! everyone woke up late and we arrive there pretty late too. so i only got to see the native dances and their homes. but it was fun climbing up the narrow stairs though :) so i didnt actually get to see the cultural village, so izzat took me to damai puri resort santubong instead and see the beach there. it wasnt the best beach i have ever seen but the mountain views was lovely and i also got to see the famous gunung santubong. for dinner, i had some nice seafood dishes at roack road (excluding the prawn as i am allergic to it) also i got to see allison (the little girl on my lap) sing papaku pulang dari kota song. cute! although she doesnt understand a word of what she is singing hihi :) to end the lovely day, we got home only to found out that their arowana's died :s

DAY FOUR

to end my kuching trip, on the fourth day izzat took me to cats muzium and muzium of sarawak. had alot of fun at the cats muzium. gotta know some facts about cats! on my last day, i had the courage and being brave to hold up bobo! but he looked surprised in the picture hahaha

4 days and 3 nights might actually sound long, but it was quite short for me. i didnt have all the ticks in my checklist of visit kuching, but i will get them all next time. while i was there, i got to see izzat's and adek's and beb's school, i got to see the not so clean river of kuching (LOL), the amazing cultural village, had a nice manicure and pedicure, also i got to meet BOBO and jack!! oh and did i tell you, i dyed my hair black? yes, and its well dark! anyways, i would love to come back soon and thank you izzat's family for having me! now that im back in KL, i am craving for rojak and SUGAR BUN!!!!! :)

HANG OVER LANGKAWI

hey alls, finally gotta chance to update something. so i got back from langkawi like 2 days ago. arrived safely in bangi on monday. but during our back home, we nearly got into an accident. we literally lucky enough to not crash into the dividers and surely lucky enough to still to be alive, alhamdulillah! our car turned 360 degrees in the middle of the high way and luckily, no cars or trucks were behind us. it was my first near death experience (if thats appropriate) i swear, i thought i was going to die on that day. but gladly im still happily alive, and from now on i decide to make some changes. im not quite sure yet how and if im strong enough to carry the changes im planning on to, but the accident really opened up my eyes to it. insyallah, HE will help and guide me through it

so, on to the main reason why i posted up this post. before the accident, langkawi was awesome! the beach was blue, the mounts were green as ever and the sands were soft with gold-ish colour. i know i sound silly, but im a beach freak. the islands and the private beaches there were picturesque :) so here's some of the pictures ive got

DAY 1

we arrived safely at jetty kuah around 2:00 pm and adrian cannot be any more excited that he's already is! :)


stopped for starbucks and lunch at mamak after the bad sea sick moments!


so we checked in to aseania hotel. quite famous here in langkawi for its longest swimming pool! and at 4:00 pm the first thing we did was jumped into the big pool! ok so, i may have joined in too *hehe (swam for 2 hours 30 minutes)


later on the night, around 8pm we went our for dinner and walk around abit through streets of pantai chenang.


wore something cozy and comfortable


DAY 2

the next morning, toast anyone?


arrived at pantai tengkorak that morning and found 2 boys performing silat


apparently, some school in langkawi was doing a marathon that morning. and pantai tengkorak was their last resort.


found some little dancers here!

HAHA. so while mama was doing some research, me and sibs were playing around the rocky area of pantai tengkorak. and also snapped some pictures too!




after pantai tengkorak, adrian went straight to the hotel's pool!


DAY 3

here is mama, auntie ayu and on the left is auntie ayu's mother :) this is at kulim geo park's jetty. we arrived here pretty early and i was still quite sleepy


adrian and lisa at the start of the boat ride

first stop, gua kelawar! interesting fact, there are 2 types of bats that lives in this cave. and the first type eats fruits and the other one eats insects. ALSO, bats changes feet every 5 minutes when it is hanging it selves on the cave :)

these are pokok bakau. they are used to make charcoals. these trees are well clever, they can separate salty water and the minerals to its own good. salty water goes up to the tree and sometimes it will form rocks of salts on the leaves. and the mineral water goes down to the roots


okay, these babies are plants that has lived here since the dinosaurs years! amazing right?


look how weird this rock has formed? its a bending rock. but actually, it has bended it selves like wise because it was bending to get some sun and one other causes were the water pressure and movements once upon a time ago when these caves were drowned with water.


got a snap of a crab! i also have some facts about crabs but its too long and too funny lol


can you spot that creature? well, i call it a fish with legs


while cruising through the river, we found a snake!


and we found more snakes!!


when we got into the big ocean, we were in the sea of jelly fihes!! suddenly i feel like sponge bob-ish? lol


here i am at pulau tikus! ive seen and heard about pulau tikus and finally got there. i was told the island's shape looks like a mouse (apparently) the island is basically 90% rocks, but it was beautiful!


this is also another reason why the island is named 'pulau tikus'. there is a rock that looks like a mouse! so there you go, pulau tikus :)


mama also took a snap! :)


pulau tikus was formed by fossils hundreds of years ago! and it is our responsibility to take care of these amazing and beautiful formation :)


mummy and i was on pulau cina mati! (the island's name sounded creepy)


and when we jumped on the island, we found alot of bottles! and this is an evidence, and it is from thailand

there's more! its horrible!

on the bright side, these rocks can only be found on pulau cina mati. these rocks takes 420 years to form! and no tourist are allowed to take any off this island. not even one, because its too rare

so... we found a knife. its kinda creepy now when i relate the knife to the island's name. you know, pulau CINA MATI thing? lol ;s

next stop, pantai pasir panjang :)

got a picture here too! hehe i love it here, and its a great spot to relex with the amazing scenery!

later, we went to our next destination. pulau dalai ( i think)

here, we get to snorkel!! and rashdan was the first person who got into the water -__-"


goggles on, underwater camera check! and im ready to snorkel! :D


AMAZING SCENE UNDERWATER! :')


*blub-blub


after snorkelling. heading back to jetty kulim


on our back, spotted: the rock on top of kulim geopark's signage is shaped like a turtle! subhanallah! :)


can you spot baby face? ;)

and that, i conclude my amazing days at langkawi. the 4th days' pictures are still in my dslr. will upload when im not lazy enough! :) since this is my 3rd visit of langkawi and been to a great tour around some of the langkawi's amazing islands, i think i could go for another trip there. but only to do some more of snorkeling! hihi :D

next trip - which is tomorrow, KUCHING, SARAWAK! here i come! :DDD